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Artist // Hobbyist // Traditional Art
  • United Kingdom
  • Deviant for 20 years
  • He / Him
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Llama: Llamas are awesome! (8)

Favourite Visual Artist
Yoshitako Amano
Favourite Movies
Bringing out the Dead
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Nine Inch Nails, Radiohead, MCM, Jeff Buckley, Dir En Grey, The Smiths, Hideto Matsumoto.
Favourite Writers
William Gibson
Favourite Games
Half Life 2, Deus Ex
Favourite Gaming Platform
Nintendo DS, PC
Tools of the Trade
Pens, paper, and frustration.
Other Interests
Music, art, anime, manga, literature

Into The Void

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I'm in a creative void, and I hate it. I want to draw and write so badly, but I can't produce anything at all, of worth or not. I can't remember what inspires me, or whether they were just random moods of creativity. I feel drained without inspiration, lifeless, alive but not living, if you understand. I can't even complete a journal entry. Argh >.
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Thought it was time for a new journal entry, as I don't want everyone looking at my page to have to read about my little attacks, do I? :P Haven't uploaded anything here for a little while. Been generally depressed, and I don't want to ruin my story by writing it in a bad mood. TV was quite good today. Watched a programme about Leonardo Da Vinci, then one about Oddyseus, and then Waking the Dead. Started to watch Romeo and Juliet after that, but decided to listen to Mr. Buckley instead (we love you Jeff!). I should get some writing and such done over the weekend, as I'm looking after my mum's house (if she does go away) and the cats, dog, and
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Breathless

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Can't breathe too well. Having a panic attack :( Fortunately, these ones are mild. But I haven't had one in so long that it's really hard to deal with. My chest is squeezing my lungs, I'm shakey, and my heart's running a mile a minute. I'm not sure what to do, just waiting for my pills to work, although they're not listed to calm you. Had a couple of beers, to see if that would work, but it didn't. I'm better at dealing with these things on my own. I don't like people seeing me upset, and I usually cry when I have a panic attack. It's like every bad thought I've ever had clouds my head, swamping me with this overwhelming nothingness... a vo
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Lord only knows if you remember me...Hoping all is well.
You been tagged~!! 8D

See my journal for info~ o3o
Hello! :D I'm in a good and crazy mood so I'm running rampant around dA saying HI to all I see and checking out their work!
So here's a big hello and I hope you're having a good day :)

Danielle
Hey. Haven't talked or crit'd ya in awhile...sorry I've been really distracted. I read emily1, and it sparked my interests. I'll get back to being your adopteur, ok? :mosaic:
cool ass name

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